The Making of Miss Patty Edited by Ms.C. The following letters are excerpted from the files of Miss Patty (patty the pooch). What the reader will discover is a fascinating journey, one in which a dedicated lifestyle submissive masochist deeply involved in a life of committed servitude, discovers the other side. Share her first timid steps into the role of Mistress to her diving fully in with gusto as a sexy, demanding postal Mistress and finally to her first adventures with her own part time live in male slave and tv pet. The dates are accurate, but the names have been changed to protect the not-so-innocent! * * * November 22, 1994 Dear slave rick, Hi! Thank you for your interest in corresponding with me to learn how to serve a Domina properly. Yes, i am quite busy here serving Ms.C. She has permitted me this time to answer your letter before the holiday. i will be happy to tell you what it is like to undergo training beside a female slave. i can also give you some experienced advice on how to be a better servant to a Domina. In my future letters to you i will even tell you what i would like to do to a male submissive if i am permitted to dominate him. However, let me explain a little about myself as a live-in slave to Ms.C. i have served as Ms.C.'s live-in for almost seven years. i wear a locked-on gold Ownership chain with a ID tag at all times. During the first years of my servitude to Her i had to wear a silver dog chain locked around my neck with ID tag as my Ownership collar. i earned my gold chain collar. i have several Ownership tattoos on my body from Ms.C. my vagina lips are pierced with a small gold ring and small Niobium ring through the holes. i have many chores and responsibilities here as Ms.C.'s live-in. i also have a slave contract to abide by. This is a real lifestyle for me, not a game. If you ever have the opportunity to serve a Mistress alongside a female, you will probably enjoy it. Every Domina trains Their slaves differently and plays with them differently. If you were to serve alongside me, you would be taught the 12 slave positions during your first class. you would suffer right along with me. Mistress would place you and i in some form of bondage that would please Her. She may bind us first to the bondage rack for our discipline. you and i would have leather restraints on our wrists and ankles. our wrists would be attached to the rack so our arms are raised above our heads. Then Mistress would choose an implement of Her choice and warm up our bare butts. She may wish to bind us to the rack facing Her so She may toy with our nipples, squeezing them and twisting them. She may desire to place nipple clamps on them so we may suffer for Her. Or She may desire to bind you with rope to a chair very tightly so you cannot get away. Then She will allow you to watch as She whips and paddles me for Her pleasure. She may decide to have you wear a tight leather cock harness around your genitals so you will remember that you are a slave. Mistress enjoys placing dog bowls on the floor and watching as Her slaves eat from the bowls with no hands or utensils. This will certainly remind us that we are nothing but slaves to be used for Her pleasure. We will be told to worship Her heels, bottoms first, then the tops. She will tease us knowing that we would really love to be worshipping Her body. But to worship a Domina's body is an honor and is not permitted by just anyone who pleads to do this. First we must be found worthy. She will tell the male how much She enjoys taking Her female by placing Her entire hand deep inside the slaves vagina and "fisting" her. Yes, slave rick, Ms.C. does occasionally fist me as an act of Ownership. It is a special moment that we share together. slave rick, i do have some things i would like you to do for me. i would like you to go to an area alone where you can obey my orders. i want you to bind something tight around your penis and balls. Bind your ankles with rope and write your next letter to me. Do not take off your bounds until you have finished your letter to me. i want you to feel free to ask me any type of questions in the future that you wish to know. i want you to include with your next letter all of your experience in serving a Dominant woman. In other words, i would like to know more about you so it is easier for us to correspond about things that we are interested in. Please let me know if you have a private space where you can do things to yourself for me. What types of bondage have you been placed in, have you ever experienced "fisting"? i need to know these things so i have a general idea of your past experience. Do you understand slave? i will tell you more in future letter once you tell me a little more about yourself. In the future i will include a picture of Mistress and i, if you earn such a reward..... December 9, 1994 Dear slave rick, Hi! i am very pleased that you are obeying my instructions as you are typing to me. The photo was satisfactory. i would expect further pictures of you showing you following my orders when i direct you too. you are to make an effort to drive to that book store and pick up that book for me as soon as possible. Since i would consider it a Christmas gift from you, you will not look at my gift, you will send it directly to me. Do you understand slave? i would like to have you strip naked and have you kneel before me. i would then have you lie across my lap for an over the knee spanking. i would use a leather paddle with fur on one side and soft leather on the other side. you will feel the soft fur first as it caresses your bare buttocks. Then i would turn it over and paddle your slave ass with the leather side. your butt would turn a nice shade of pink. Then i would have you kneel before me as i bind your cock and balls in a leather parachute harness. i would be amused to have you serve me drinks and wait on me at a scene party while you are wearing the parachute. slave rick, most of us who have a interest in Dominant/submissive fantasies begin as a sexual turn-on. We fantasize about it in some way and may wish to try it out to see if it is for us. Some people never go beyond their sexual fantasies. Others live it totally as a serious lifestyle. you must understand that to orally worship a Dominant is a honor and She is the one who chooses someone to please Her in this manner. my Mistress allows me to please Her in this way as i am Her personal servant and lover. you do have alot to learn to become a good submissive to a Dominant woman. What do you fantasize of doing as a submissive if you were in a room full of Dominant and submissive ladies and men? i want you to type me out a submissive fantasy and send it to me. Keep in mind my Mistress might not allow you to touch Her sexually. i may have you do things to others for my enjoyment as i watch, but you might not be allowed to touch me in any sexual manner. slave rick, i want your cock and balls bound tightly as you type out your fantasy for me. i would like you to be wearing a pair of sexy ladies panties. Have you ever had a male orally service you? When you are alone and masturbating, what type of things do you think about? How would you feel if a Dominant woman would want to squeeze your nipples with Her fingers as you were kneeling before Her? She may want to nibble on your nipples with Her teeth as your hands are bound behind your back. you must learn that Dominance and submission is not always sexual. you must behave in a submissive manner. you must wait on the Dominant and obey Her wishes for as long as you are permitted in Her presence. Tell me slave, if i ever permitted you to serve me, how would you prove to me that you are worthy of my attentions? Keep in mind, i do not wish you to touch me in any sexual way since you have not earned intimate servitude. i want to hear about your submission to please me only. you are my slave now and you will do whatever i tell you to do. Do you understand slave? Yes, i think it will be quite amusing using you as my servant. i want to see you perform for me either by yourself or with others of my choice. you will always obey without question. Do you understand mandy? Yes, mandy is your new slave name. When you write to me, you will refer to yourself as slave mandy. you will address me as Miss Patty. Is that clear slave? When you obey all of my wishes in this letter, i may reward you with a Christmas gift from me, it will be a photo of myself that you will cherish and worship for as long as i desire to be your Mistress.... February 13, 1995 Dear slave cindy, Hi! your Mistress Katie has requested my Mistress to assign me to help train you postally to be a a proper tv slave girl. Yes, you are to be dressed as a tv maid when you write to me. you must realize that you truly are a inferior male. you shall serve your Mistress and me with total obedience. It is good that you realize your place in life. you will address me as Miss Patty or Ma'am. If you fail to please me, i will request that you be punished by Ms. Katie. i would like you to tell me about how your Mistress trains you in servitude as a female. i would like you to confess to me what types of things your Mistress does to punish you when you have been disobedient or disrespectful. i only want to know the true things that do not turn you on. Punishment is not meant to be a sexual turn-on. It is meant to teach you a lesson so you will try not to repeat the same offense again. Do you understand slave girl???? Describe to me the female clothing that you wear when serving your Mistress. How does it make you feel? you should serve your Mistress and all females that She chooses to have control you. you need to learn how to dress and walk as a woman. you need to be trained in doing all of the cleaning, cooking, laundry, errands, etc. that a woman usually has to do. you are nothing but a lowly male who should be proud to act and dress like a woman. To do so is an honor, and not to be taken lightly. When you dress in your female clothing, i do hope that you tuck away that silly thing between your legs. i will teach you how to make and wear a proper sissy clit harness. Do you shave your body hair so that you will be truly feminized? If not, then you should beg your Mistress if you may rid yourself of your manly hair. This means under your arms, your legs, and chest....... March 19, 1995 Dear slave don, Hi! Thank you for writing to me inquiring about my lifestyle as Ms.C.'s live-in slave. As Her slave i have many duties and responsibilities and rules which by the way are in my signed "slave contract". i am responsible for the cleaning and care of Her home, laundry, the care of our pets, errands to run on foot and on public transportation, the care of Her leather clothing, high heels, boots, and lingerie. If i am good, i am rewarded with play activities when Mistress is in the mood. If i am not pleasing to Mistress i am punished in a serious manner that is meant to teach me a lesson so i will try not to make that same mistake again. Real punishment is something that i try to avoid. When Mistress trains me it is done in a serious manner. you would see this if you would see the video Ms.C. and i did in Florida called, "Training class with Ms.C." Then there are the times i am rewarded with play that we both enjoy. i would like to know if you have ever served a Dominant woman before in person or postally? If so, what experience do you have? When Mistress allows me to have a male sub serve me, it is on occasion in person and often postally. i am basically submissive to females. If we meet with Mistress C.'s permission, She would be present at all times. you would wait on me, massage my feet to relax me, and obey all of my commands. Do you understand slave? What types of pain have you experienced? you must be trained by me postally first to prove to Mistress and i how obedient you can be. She will decide on any further plans, if any. We do not meet with slaves immediately. We hope to find the right one to join our household. When Mistress is in the mood to play with me, She may decide to discipline me with Her many implements such as Her many different leather and rubber whips, riding crops, leather belts and straps, leather and wooden paddles, buggy whips, canes, etc. Or She may toy with and torment my large breasts by placing metal clover leaf clamps on my nipples or binding my breasts with rope or large red rubber bands, then slapping them or whipping them with a small tit whip. There are certain times where Mistress may allow me to use my electric vibrator as She torments my breasts in which times i tend to have a very strong orgasm. She loves placing Her many colorful plastic clothespins all over my breasts and pussy lips. The pain becomes more intense when they are removed. Ms.C. also enjoys dripping hot candle wax all over the front of me, especially the area of my pussy and tits. This is truly a very intense scene. Have you ever experienced any of these things? Mistress does reward me once in awhile with an Ownership insertion with one or several of my rubber dildoes. Or She may decide to "fist" my pussy using a surgical glove and lubricant. i am permitted to use my vibrator at these times which gives me a very intense orgasm. i have been into this lifestyle since 1979. i am an experienced submissive with a heavy tolerance to pain in most areas. my life is controlled 24 hours a day. Mistress does allow me to engage in my hobbies, etc. in my spare time such as reading, watching tv, listening to music, taking my dog for a walk, or writing to friends and family. A live-in situation is not for everyone. It takes a willingness to give control over to your Mistress every day of the week. Most people cannot do this for whatever reason. i have found my happiness in serving my Mistress.......... March 19, 1995 Dear slave james, Hi! Thank you for your interest in me sharing my life with you. Our lifestyle is very real. As Ms.C.'s live-in slave i have many duties such as the cleaning and care of Her home, laundry, the care of our pets, errands to run on foot or on public transportation, and the care of Her leather clothing, heels, boots, lingerie, etc. i also take care of the many discipline implements that Mistress has in Her home. A little over a year ago Mistress and i had attended Leatherworld in Chicago. We met a really classy Dom there, Mistress Diamond. Ms.C. had allowed Mistress Diamond to discipline me at the Leatherworld event. Ms.C. and Mistress Diamond got along real well and became good friends over the months. Ms.C. usually permits me to submit to other female Doms She trusts. Well, after talking it over with me and then speaking to Mistress Diamond, Ms.C. decided to allow Mistress Diamond to share Ownership of me. This means that Mistress Diamond is now my Co Mistress, my second Owner. i am permitted to serve Her in person a few times a year with Mistress present or by myself. i have been actively into this lifestyle since 1979. i have served many Dominant women over the years, some very well known ones but i was never really settled down until i met Ms.C. She has trained me Her way and turned me into the type of submissive i am today. Ms.C. trains Her slaves first to serve Her properly as you will see in the video, "Training Class with Ms.C.". Then and only then will She decide to play with Her subs when She is in the mood. Play time is either for Her pleasure and enjoyment or it is given as a reward for my good behavior. It all depends on Mistress's mood of what type of play it will be. Mistress loves to discipline me with Her array of implements such as Her different types of leather whips, leather and wooden paddles, leather belts and straps, riding crops, canes, buggy whips, miracle plastic implements which are very nasty, or rubber implements. Or She may decide to torment my breasts by binding them in rope, or large red rubber bands. Then She may slap them or whip them with a small tit whip. She may leave them loose only to attach tight metal clover leaf nipple clamps to my nipples, 3 pairs and then pull up on the chain dangling between them stretching my nipples upward causing me great pain and pleasure. Sometimes She allows me the reward of using my electric vibrator as She torments my breasts. Mistress does at times enjoy placing colorful plastic clothespins all over my large breasts and pussy lips. Or if She is in a real sadistic mood, She may place Her tight red french wire clamps all over my breasts including my nipples. They pinch the flesh very tightly causing me great discomfort and they leave distinct pink marks when they are removed, besides searing pain. Mistress also loves to cover the front of me with hot candle wax as i use my electric vibrator. What a intense orgasm i do have! But i do experience some intense pain combined with the pleasure. Sometimes Mistress allows me to go out on errands with Her. She and i may go shopping or out to eat, or other fun activities. i must always be respectful to Mistress in public as well as private. If we are in a restaurant, i must always ask permission to eat before i begin and after Mistress is eating. This rule is in affect at all times, at home and at all places. In public i address Her as Ma'am. i must hold doors open for Her and always walk behind. Mistress sometimes puts me through public humiliation such as feeding me food from Her silverware in a restaurant or She places food in my mouth with Her fingers. This is a form of control to remind me where my food comes from. She may take me into a department store where there are pet supplies. She will amuse Herself by trying different colored dog collars around my neck. i always feel my face redden with embarrassment although i try not to look around to see if there is someone watching. Mistress loves to have me get down and kiss Her shoes in a mall or shopping parking lot. This seems to amuse Her alot........... March 30, 1995 Dear james, Hi! It was great hearing from you again. So, you are a novice in our world of D/s. Well, i will be happy to teach you some things and share my life with you. i believe that you can get a copy of " Story of O" at a regular book store in Boston. i have no idea where else you can get it. my favorite Female Domination magazine is "Passion" for a glossy, i also enjoy the many scene newspapers and do send my stories in regularly for publishing consideration. i guess you could say my favorite swinger magazine would be, "Get Kinky". Yes, i wear sexy panties and lingerie. In my experience, submissive women usually do not wear leather. That is mostly Dominant clothing. i usually like to shop through the mail, places like Fredericks to buy my submissive clothing. They have some pretty sexy lingerie. you see james, i enjoy being totally Owned and controlled by Ms.C. on a full time basis. i never know when She may take time from Her busy life to discipline me or torment my breasts and pussy. i must submit anytime, day or night. Mistress has been known to wake me in the middle of the night for what She calls, "Surprise discipline". She grabs me by my hair, then pulls me over on my belly, pulling up my sexy nightie exposing my bare ass. She then chooses a implement of Her choice such as a leather belt, strap, cat'o'nine tails or cane to redden my ass with. It startles me when She wakes me in this matter as i think i have done something wrong to receive punishment. There are times that Mistress enjoys possessing me with Her hand or rubber dildoe. When She desires to "fist" my pussy it is done as a form of Ownership. Mistress will command me to lay nude on Her bed on my back. She will then attach leather ankle cuffs to my ankles and fasten them tightly. These cuffs are attached to each side of the bottom of the bed. my legs are now spread wide. She then hands me my electric vibrator. Mistress places a surgical glove on the hand that She will possess Her bitch with. She rubs lubricant over the glove and then rubs some on the entrance of my vagina. Mistress then informs me that i need a good "fisting" to remind me who i belong to. i meekly answer "Yes Mistress". She begins by inserting one finger inside of me, then the second, third, fourth, and then i feel Her entire forcing itself into me. i am then allowed to masturbate my clit with my electric vibrator as Mistress takes me with Her hand. Her hand is now curbed into a fist as She continues to fuck me with Her fist. i cry out from the pain and pleasure combined. "It hurts Mistress"! "Yes, I know bitch, but I must remind you who you belong to"! i move my vibrator over my clit as Mistress continues pumping Her fist deep inside me moving faster then before. i can feel my vagina muscles tighten around Mistress C.'s fist as i feel myself getting closer and closer to orgasm. "May i cum Mistress"? i cry out. "Yes bitch cum for Me"! my legs begin to stiffen as my orgasm begins to flow from deep within me. Mistress C.'s hand begins to slow down from its fast pace as my orgasm begins to flow. Once i am lieing there, exhausted from the very intense orgasm that i just had, Mistress slowly removes Her hand from my pussy. i thank my Mistress for allowing me an orgasm. After resting for awhile, Mistress permits me to go wash up. Indeed i feel like an Owned slave. When Mistress is in the mood, She may desire me to pleasure Her by worshipping Her body. She lies comfortably on the bed in a sexy black negligee. i begin at Her feet as i kiss the bottoms and tops of Her small sexy feet kissing very slowly and lovingly. i suck on each of Her toes being as sensual as i can. Then when Mistress tells me, i continue to kiss and make my way up to the top of Her thigh. She permits me to go further. i slowly kiss upwards until i reach Her vagina. (my temple) i kiss around Her pubic hair and then make my way over to Mistress C.'s clit. i very slowly move my tongue over Her clit trying my best to please Her. i can tell by my Owners breathing and the way She is grabbing tightly on to my hair that i am bringing Her sweet pleasure. i continue to lick until i feel my Owner tighten around my head and i taste Her sweet juices. She motions me away from Her as She lies there feeling very pleased. Another way i can bring pleasure to my Mistress is to massage Her feet using Her favorite lotion. i massage the lotion into Her feet very slowly, doing my best to relax Her. She commands me to massage Her toes one by one. i obey trying my best to please my Lady. She loves Her feet massaged by Her female pet.............. May 1, 1995 Dear slave millie, Hi! Thank you for writing to me. Yes, I would love to have you massage my feet at the end of a day. You would then at my command kiss and lick the bottoms of my sweaty feet. I would expect you to inhale the aroma of my feet as you worship them. Do you understand slave? you would be my foot slave for as long as I desire your mouth to be there. If you are an obedient slave, I may allow you the honor of worshipping my ass but only after you have pleased me by obeying all of my commands. I will want you to wait on me, fetching me a beverage or food, whatever my needs would be. You would lie underneath my feet as I rest my feet upon your bare slave ass. If it pleases me for you to run me a bath, you will do so. you will then leave the bathroom until I am finished. Then once I am lieing down on my bed, I would ring a bell and you would come running to me, kneeling at the side of my bed. I would have you begin by massaging my feet and kissing them, then you would massage my legs, thighs, and then my buttocks. Then you would massage my back and neck. I want you to do a good job, for if you fail to please me, I will use the riding crop across your slave ass that I have lieing within my reach. I think I would love to see you wearing a leather cock and ball harness fastened tightly around your penis and balls as you serve me. This would remind you of your role in my presence. Have you ever been spanked slave? I would love to have you lie across my stocking clad thighs as i spank your bare ass with my hand and then with a leather paddle. I would enjoy watching you squirm across my lap as I spank you. I would like to hear some of your submissive fantasies in your next letters to me. Do you have any private place where you can carry out instructions from, that I want you to do to yourself? Do you masturbate and how often? What are your turn-ons to a womans feet? I myself enjoy worshipping my Mistress's feet, massaging them, kissing them, licking them, sucking on Her toes for as long as She desires. I have licked Her feet when they were hot and sweaty after She walked around on them all day. my Mistress loves to use dildoes in my hot and wet pussy and sometimes She "fists" my pussy, inserting Her entire hand inside my pussy. Have you ever had a dildo inserted into your tight rectum? Have you ever performed body worship on a Mistress's pussy? Have you ever been made to stick your slave tongue deep inside a Superior Woman's asshole? If so, tell me about it.......... May 15, 1995 Dear nelson, Hi! It was great hearing from you. I am sending you a picture of myself and of my Mistress that you may keep to worship. I of course, am the blond lady in the photo. you slave nelson belong at My feet worshipping them with your slave mouth and tongue. you should serve Me a beverage and something to eat on a tray as you kneel before Me, your eyes lowered in submission. I desire to use you as my footstool as you present yourself in the kow-tow position at my feet. I rest my feet upon your naked slave butt as I leisurely enjoy my lunch. you seem to have trouble remaining still as your arms and knees begin to ache. you seem to become sore and excited from being allowed the privilege of being My footstool. I tell you that a footstool does not move. I remove My feet from you as I instruct you to fetch my red and black riding crop. you crawl over to the implement rack and take down the riding crop. you then obediently place the implement in your slave mouth and crawl to My feet with it in your mouth. I take it from your mouth and again command you to present yourself at My feet in a kow-tow position. "you slave need to be reminded that when you are serving as My footstool, you do not move", I remind you. I raise the beautiful riding crop and bring it down across your quivering bare slave buttocks. you cry out as I give you 5 swift and hard strokes with My riding crop. Then I lay the implement beside Me on the table and once again place My feet upon your buttocks. I continue to enjoy My lunch as I now seem to have a very quiet and still footstool. "That's much better slave nelson", I reply. Once I am finished with My meal, I instruct you to take My dishes and have you carry them out to the kitchen. you then return to My feet on your knees awaiting My next commands. I then desire you to perform the 12 slave positions for Me. I stand before you with the riding crop in My hand. As I repeat each position, you try to perform each of them as best as you can. If you are too slow or do not do them correctly, I strike Your bare slave ass with the riding crop. This seems to make you perform quicker and better. I have you name each position as you perform them for Me. As you finish the last position I tell you that you may now draw a warm bath for Me. I send you off to the bathroom to fill the tub for Me. As I enter the bathroom, I command you to undress Me and allow you to kiss Me once on each breast, My pussy and My ass. I then step into the tub and command you to crawl outside the room and kneel in the closest corner to the bathroom. I want you close by in case I need you for something. you are told to close the bathroom door so I may have My privacy. As I enjoy My bath, I picture you kneeling outside the door awaiting My next commands as you are eager to please Me. It must have been music to your slave ears to hear the water draining out of the tub as you knew I would soon be coming out of the bathroom. your knees were aching and sore from kneeling there in the corner so long. I called you from the bathroom only to tell you that I would like a fresh beverage when I come out. you say, " Yes Miss Patty", as you scurry off to the kitchen to fetch Me a drink. I go into My room to change into something comfortable. Then I walk out into the living room where I find you kneeling with my cool drink in your hands. I take the drink from your hands and then I order you to go down to the dungeon and "wait" for Me. you answer, "Yes Miss Patty," then you turn to leave the room and go down to the dungeon. When you hear My footsteps begin to descend the stairs, your entire body begins to tremble in fear. I walk into the training area as I see you obediently kneeling in the "wait" position. I walk all around you causing you to quiver more. I walk over to a wicker chair and sit down. I hear a noise upstairs and realize that it is Ms.C. returning home from Her errands. I reach over and attach a leash to your slave collar. Then I instruct you to follow behind me like a good slave. I lead you over to the wooden X frame that is attached to the stone dungeon wall. I command you to stand and place yourself against the X frame facing Me. I then walk up to you and place your right hand above your head and fasten it into a leather restraint that is attached to one side of the frame. I then do the same with your other hand. I order you to spread your legs so that I may place the leather restraints around your ankles, spreading your legs apart. Now you are secured in a very vulnerable position for Me to do as I wish to your exposed nipples and cock and balls. At that moment I turn to hear Ms.C.'s footsteps coming down the stairs. She walked into the dungeon dressed in Her lovely floor length black satin gown trimmed in lace. She sat down in Her black leather throne so She may have a good view of your fate today. "Good afternoon Ms.C.", I reply to Her. Ms.C. said that She wishes to see Me torture you and put you through your training. I answer, "Yes Ms.C.". I walk over to a wall that has many different types of devices meant to be used on a willing submissive. I choose first a leather studded cock and ball strap that I secure tightly around your penis and balls. your worthless worm begins to have an erection. I slap it with My hand a couple times to make it bounce for Me. Then I walk over and choose a pair of metal clover leaf nipple clamps that has a chain dangling between them and I place each clamp on your sensitive nipples after squeezing your nipples with My fingers to make them hard for Me. you wince in pain and pleasure as you try your best to be pleasing for Me. Ms.C. chuckles from across the room telling Me that She is enjoying your suffering......... May 28, 1995 Dear slave nelson, Well, hello slave. I can see that you are trying to please Me by writing back to Me within a reasonable amount of time. I am also pleased that you are learning the 12 slave positions. you will be given a written test on them in the near future. slave, I also want you to know that by learning these positions, you will make yourself look good should you choose to serve another Domina in person. So indeed practice them as often as you can. I want you to always have My picture in front of you whenever you are doing anything for Me. Do you understand slave? Well My slave it is now time to continue your training as I make you suffer for Me and in the presence of Ms.C.; I see that Ms.C. is pleased with the way I am handling you. She commands Me to continue. I walk over to a wall and choose one medium size steel weight. I approach the front of you, then I attach the weight to the silver round ring that is hooked to the leather cock strap that fits securely around your cock and balls. Ms.C. and I both smile with delight as your body responds from the tugging weight pulling down on your genitals. I tell you that I feel that something needs to be added to your pretty nipple jewelry. Once again I walk over to the wall where there are assorted "toys" and this time I choose a pair of small weights. I approach the front of you and attach the weights to the chain that dangles between the nipple clamps that you are wearing on your sensitive nipples for us. you cry out as the weights pull nicely down on your nipples causing you to experience some lovely pain and pleasure. Ms.C. replies, "I think that this slave should receive some discipline tonight". "As You wish Mistress," I joyfully agree. I take My fingers and I grasp the weight hanging from your cock and balls. I tug on it a little and then I make it sway back and forth with My hand. I repeat this a few times. Then I decide that your poor sore nipples need some swinging action too. I grasp the weights that are attached to the chain that dangles from the clamps. I begin by pulling on them a few times and then I allow them to swing back and forth causing you some sweet agony. you cry out, "Please no more Miss Patty". I am quite amused at your feeble attempts for mercy. Ms.C. said that She wishes for Me to make the weights swing back and forth that are hanging from your nipples a few more times. We must obey "thy Mistress" so once again the weights swing from the nipple clamps. This time you wince from the burning sensation that has begun from the clamps being on so long and from all of the tugging and swaying. I finally decide that its time for your discipline for Mine and Ms.C's entertainment. I remove first the weights from the nipple clamps and then I remove one clamp at a time from your poor sore nipples. you cry out as each clamp is removed and the blood rushes back to the area. I squeeze your sore nipples between My fingers to help bring the circulation back quicker. That seems to make your nipples hurt all over again. Although your erect cock tells Me that you are feeling some pleasure with your pain. I then remove the weight from the leather cock device and give your naughty cock a few swats with My hand. I then decide that I will remove the leather cock harness as I have other plans for My slave. I release you from the X frame and tell you to go upstairs and fetch a cool drink for Ms.C. and I. As you scurry upstairs to obey My orders I look around the dungeon deciding what I will place you on for your much needed discipline. You return a short time later with a silver tray holding fresh glasses of Ice Tea. you kneel on the carpeted floor and place the tray on a small table near Ms.C. I give you instructions to leave My glass there but you must serve Ms.C. Her drink properly. you answer, "Yes Miss Patty" and turn to kneel in front of Ms.C. With your arms outstretched in front of you, your head bowed, you offer Her the drink from your hands. Ms.C. takes the drink from your hands giving Me an approving look. I can see that you have pleased Ms.C. with the serving of Her drink. However, it is time for you to please Us more. I command you to crawl over to Me in the center of the dungeon. you quickly obey as I can see that you are eager to please Me. "Stand slave", I command. you stand before Me with a worried look on your face. I tell you to bend over and place your hands on the chair that I placed in the center of the dungeon. you obey with no hesitation. I caress your bare buttocks with My hand. Then I walk away only to return with a nice thin wooden implement. you do not see what I have chosen as I have kept it away from your sight. I take a leather blindfold and place it over your eyes and bind it behind your head. I do not wish for you to see what I now hold in My hand. I very softly touch your bare quivering buttocks with the tip of the wooden instrument of discipline. your trembling body tells me that you are now aware of your fate tonight. I raise the lovely "cane" and bring it down across your buttocks causing a thin pink mark to appear. you jump as each stroke lands across your target. I decide that you should have a total of 25 strokes with the cane. I continue your caning making each stroke land across the flesh of your buttocks and the tops of your bare thighs. you thank Me for each and every stroke. you cry out from the fierce, stinging pain as each stroke marks your tender flesh. I am very pleased with My work. Ms.C. remarks how a slave should always bear "discipline marks" from an implement to remind them of their status. I am very happy that my Mistress is pleased with My training of My slave nelson. At the end of the 25 strokes I remove your blindfold and command you to kneel on the carpet. Then i walk over to My chair and sit down and enjoy My cool drink. I then command you to perform for Ms.C. and I. you look at Me with a very confused look on your face. I command you to begin masturbating your cock as you kneel in front of Us. But you are not allowed to "cum". your face reddens in embarrassment as you attempt to please Me. slave nelson, I must leave you for now. I want you to kneel in front of My picture when you are finished reading this letter and recite out loud, "i slave nelson belong to Miss Patty." you are to do this 10 times. Do you understand slave? I want you to place clothespins on your nipples and leave them on each time that you read My letters. This is to remind you of My presence......... May 30, 1995 Dear slave joe, Well, Hello slave! First of all, I would like to tell you that I am quite pleased with your obedience so far. I am sending you this correspondence from Me now so that we can begin your training. My soiled panties will be sent to you shortly. I am on My period now and must wait until I am done. I want you to go out and buy yourself a pair of pink lacy panties to wear for Me. Whenever you are carrying out any of My orders or writing to Me, you are to be wearing those panties. Do you understand slave? you will understand why you are doing this for Me once you start wearing them. I would like you to tell Me if you have any type of "toys" that you can use on yourself for Me. If not, then I would want you to obtain a package of plastic and wooden clothespins. Also you will need to have some thin rope. In the near future I will be having you do things to yourself under My directions. I expect you to carry out My commands immediately. Do you understand slave? your body is Mine to do as I wish with. you are My slave and will obey all of My orders without hesitation. you need what I call, "orgasm control". I want you to confess to Me how many times a week you masturbate. In My next letter I will decide on how your orgasms will be controlled from now on. you are no longer a free person, you are My slave. When you receive My soiled panties, you will be given specific instructions on when you can worship them and how. I will be able to tell if you are following My directions. So you had better be a good slave! If you were to serve Me in person, I would have you waiting on Me hand and foot. you would have duties such as running My bath for Me when I wish to relax in the tub. you would kneel outside the bathroom so that you would be near if I needed something. you would be expected to clean for Me and be anything that I wish you to be. I would expect you to worship My feet and massage them when I wanted to relax. At times it may amuse Me to have you kneel in front of Me nude, My soiled panties placed over your face as you perform for Me. you would be instructed to masturbate for Me as you inhale the sweet aroma of My juices on the panties that are placed over your face and head. I may have different colored plastic clothespins on each of your sensitive nipples as you masturbate for Me so that you may experience a little pain with the pleasure. you will gaze upon My magnificent beauty as you obey My commands. you are My "toy" to do with as I wish. If at any time, you fail to please Me, you My slave will be punished. Is that understood? I will expect you to be obedient and prove to Me that you are worthy enough to talk to Me on the phone. Ms.C. and I do not waste our time on a submissive who does not carry out instructions postally first. I will reward you with a photo if you can prove to Me that you can be obedient. I would like you to also have a leather belt, a wooden ruler, some large rubber bands, and some lined writing paper. You will receive your instructions on what to do with these things in your next letter from Me. When I do reward you with a picture, you will have it in front of You each time that I have you do something for Me. you will be kneeling in front of it sometimes as you carry out My orders. Is that understood slave? If you wish further photos of Me, there will be a small tribute for them. As I do not give away lots of photos. I am sure that you understand. I would like to see how obedient you truly are before I decide what I will do with you. I want you to learn the following commands and do remember them well; 1) you are a slave, an Owned slave 2) you will obey all of My commands with no hesitation 3) you will kneel in My presence, eyes down 4) you will kneel when permitted to masturbate 5) you will always serve Me a cool drink, on your knees, offering it to Me with your arms outstretched in front of you. 6) During meals, you will learn to ask permission to eat before you begin eating. 7) you will perform household duties when required. 8) you will serve Me postally as if you were in My presence 9) you will be prompt with your correspondence to Me 10) you will carry out all written assignments. 11) you will learn the 12 basic slave positions when I send the list of them in My next letter. Read this over carefully slave. I want you to understand any and all commands that I give to you. Ask Me to explain if you don't understand. Do not simply disappear, but discuss any problems you are having. I care about you as My slave and surely we can come to an agreement..... June 5, 1995 Dear slave millie, Hello slave! Well, I do hope that you had a nice time on your vacation. you do seem to be very much into worshipping a Superior Woman's feet, My slave. you will be My foot slave now that you have written and begged Me for the divine privilege. I would enjoy having you lick the sweaty bottoms of My feet after I have walked on them all day while I was busily out on errands. I relax in My favorite chair in the living room as I command you to fetch Me a cool beverage. you scurry off to the kitchen to fetch Me a fresh glass of ice tea. When you return, you kneel in front of Me and serve it to Me, your head bowed. I command you to remove all of your clothing. you obey without question as you seem willing to please Me. Then I instruct you to lie on your stomach on the carpet in front of Me. I place My hot, sweaty feet on your bare ass. you begin to squirm beneath My feet as your desire to worship them is so very strong. I tease you by telling you how sweaty My feet are and how I know how desperately you wish to kiss and lick them. you begin to plead with Me as your need to smell them and kiss them is becoming stronger and stronger. "Please Miss Patty," you beg. "Please let me worship Your lovely feet!" I laugh at your pleas as you are amusing Me and making Me want to tease you more. I command you to kneel in front of Me. I place My right foot on your thighs as you are kneeling there. you can hardly control yourself as you cannot help yourself from taking a peak at My lovely bare feet that are resting upon your thighs. "slave, I want you to take My right foot in your hand and begin to worship it using your slave mouth and tongue". you take My foot into your hands and began to kiss and lick the sweaty bottom of My foot. you suck on each toe slowly so that you can savor the taste. I can hear your slurping noises as you obey My commands. "Now the other foot slave", I command. you obediently take hold of My other foot and begin to give it your complete attention as you kiss and lick every inch of it. you are quite fortunate that I would allow you such an honor to worship My tired and sweaty feet. Once I have had enough of your mouth on My feet, I inform you that I wish you to massage them with your slave hands as they are aching from all of the walking I did today. you answer, "Yes Miss Patty". you carefully take each of My feet into your hands and massage them with My favorite foot lotion. "slave millie, you are to fetch Me My favorite wine. I also would like you to retrieve your slave dog bowl and bring it to Me too". you obediently rush off to the kitchen to fetch the things that I told you to. you pour Me a glass of wine in My wine glass. Then I take the wine bottle and pour some into your slave bowl. As I sip My wine, you kneel once again in front of Me. your eyes watch in anticipation as I begin to place My toes into the bowl of wine that I had just poured. I pull My foot out of the bowl and command you to suck My toes clean as the wet liquid drips from My foot. you quickly lap up the wine from My toes. I do the same with My other foot. you seem to be enjoying this new game. you thank Me for the privilege for being permitted to worship My feet in this manner. "you slave millie are My foot slave and you will worship My feet in anyway that I desire". you answer, "Yes Miss Patty". I tell you that I desire to take a bath now. I send you off to the bathroom to fill the tub for Me with warm water and My favorite bubble bath, "Jasmine". you scurry off to the bathroom to obey My orders. As I bathe and relax in the tub I have you kneeling close by in a corner near the bathroom. When I am all finished with My bath, I have you come into the bathroom and kneel in front of the tub. I command you to kiss My feet and lick the water from them as I stand on the bath mat in nothing but a towel. Then I tell you to wait for Me in the living room as I need to go put something on. you leave the room and go into the living room to wait for Me on your knees. To be continued. slave millie, I want you to set My picture up somewhere before you in a room where you can be alone to carry out My instructions. you slave are to kneel on the floor and masturbate for Me as you gaze upon My lovely Superior feet in the picture. I want you to place a wooden clothespin on each of your sensitive nipples so that you must experience pain and pleasure as you gaze upon My stocking feet. Do you understand slave? Then you are to slowly masturbate your worthless slave cock for Me. I want you to stop from time to time and squeeze your balls as if I had them in the palm of My hands doing so. Then you are to slap your cock 3 times everytime that you get close to having an orgasm. DO NOT TAKE YOUR EYES OFF OF MY FEET slave as you carry out My orders! you must do this six times. Then and only then can you have a slave orgasm. When you are about to "cum" you are to look at My photo and ask permission to cum. Do you understand slave? Once you have had an orgasm, you may remove the clothespins from your nipples. Then you must massage your nipples as I would to bring back the circulation....... June 10, 1995 Dear slave joe, Well hello slave! I was pleased to hear that you have followed My instructions and went out and bought yourself a pair of pink lacy panties. I am glad that you are feeling My extreme power over you by wearing those panties and carrying out My other commands. Here is a picture of Me with Ms.C. I will have some pictures taken of Me in the near future that I will be having done just for you. I will be sending you My well-worn soiled panties soon in a separate envelope. When you notice that My sweet scent is no longer in the panties, it will be time for you to order another pair from Me. slave joe, when I allow you to masturbate, you will kneel on the floor, My photo in front of you. you will place that cock harness on yourself, and then attach a wooden clothespin to each of your sensitive nipples. you, slave, are ONLY permitted to masturbate 7 times a week! No more, no less! Do you understand slave? That is once for each day of the week. I feel you are masturbating much too much and your orgasms must definitely be controlled! When you serve Me, you will have daily duties to do so there will not be all of that free time to masturbate. I must get you under control now! Yes, slave, every part of your being belongs to Me. you will report to Me each day and time that you masturbate. I want you slave to do the following things for Me upon receiving this letter. you are to go someplace to be totally alone with no interruptions. I want you to lie on the floor and insert a candle up your slave ass. Then you are to move that candle in and out of that slave asshole of yours. Yes slave, fuck yourself for Me. You are to repeat to yourself, "i am Miss Patty's slave, i belong to Her totally." I want your slave asshole nice and sore for Me so that you will remember who you belong to! you will then remove that candle from your ass, and place a wooden clothespin on each of your nipples. Take that leather belt and whip your bare slave ass with it 15 times for Me. you will not cum! I feel that 15 is appropriate since that is how many times you feel that you need to masturbate a week. you are then to sit on the floor and write to Me in your handwriting, not typed. you are to tell Me how you carried out My directions and how you felt as My slave doing what I have demanded. Do you understand slave? I think that since you are now wearing pink lacy panties for Me, you should now have a feminine slave name. your new name will be josie. Is that understood slave josie? Yes, I think that fits you well. slave josie, the twelve slave positions are very important for you to learn to serve Me properly. Ms.C. had taught them to Me and now you My slave will learn them also. Yes slave, you will work very hard for Me. you will have certain rules to follow as My slave. you are My property to do with as I please. If you fail to please Me, you will most definitely be punished as to remind you to not repeat that same mistake again. When I allow you to masturbate for Me, that is a reward. If you displease Me, I can very easily take that privilege away from you for a period of time. Do you understand slave? you, slave josie, are to wear those pink panties underneath your clothes all of the time for Me. I want you to wash them out by hand when they are dirty so you can continue wearing them for Me. you may have to buy yourself a few more pair. I want you to get use to washing panties out by hand as you will be doing this for Me as My personal panty slave. i want you to realize that there are different forms of punishment such as childish punishment, physical punishment, mental punishment, and of course banishment is the ultimate punishment........... June 15, 1995 Dear slave josie, I think that you be may right in admitting to Me that you feel you need to suffer more for Me. you, My little slut, will go to an adult book store and purchase a rubber butt plug that you honestly feel that you can handle but make sure it is one that may cause you some lovely discomfort for Me. Then you will bring it home, go into a private room, then lie on the floor where a slave like you should be. Place some lubrication on the butt plug and at the entrance of your slave asshole. Slide that butt plug into your hole and leave it there while you write your next letter to Me. Do not remove it from yourself until you are completely finished with your letter to Me. Report to Me how long it was in and be honest slave. you will give yourself 30 whacks with that belt of yours for Me 3 times a week. If you make any type of marks on your slave ass, you will tell Me. I want to hear all about how you carry out My orders each time that I give you something to do in My honor. Do you understand slave slut? I want you to become the best slave that you can possibly be for Me, slave josie. I am pleased that you are accepting your role as My slave so well all dressed in your pretty panties for Me. Remember at all times, if you fail to please Me, you will be punished! you will not enjoy punishment, I can assure you! I want you to buy yourself a small notebook where you can begin a diary of your daily activities for Me. you will list each day with date and time that you write into it. you will write down what you have done for Me that day and what you have done during the rest of the day. I may on any given day tell you to send it to Me so I can look at it and decide if I should add anything to your daily activities. Do you understand, slave josie? This way I can take charge of your daily activities. Of course I expect you to be discreet and I will not interfere with your employment. I need to take more control over you My slave. That I shall do! Yes, I own your mind, body and soul slave! What are you?............. Whose slave are you? What is the most important things that you should remember at all times? Obedience and Respect What is your new slave name slut?.................. What will happen if you displease Me slave?................... What are your goals to please Me in the future? ................... you are to repeat these things to yourself each day as you are kneeling before My royal picture. I want you to practice wearing those wooden clothespins for Me so that you can take them better for Me. I want you to be able to wear metal clover leaf nipple clamps for Me in the near future so that you will suffer for Me more........ June 23, 1995 Dear slave josie, Well hello My slave! It was so good to hear from you once again. I am pleased that you followed My orders and obtained a butt plug for your use on yourself as instructed by Me. I am also pleased that it is having the correct effect on you when you insert it into your asshole. I want you to suffer for Me, My little slut! What better way to put a slut slave like you in your place then to have your tight rectum filled with a butt plug. However, your masturbation schedule is not up to My standards. I want you to be more specific as to what were you thinking about when you masturbated, what position were you in, what did you do with the "cum" when you ejaculated, also the time, date, day, the time period that you took to masturbate, what else did you do to yourself during masturbation. These things are to be carried out from now on. Do you understand, slave? My slave, I want you to know that I have had some pictures taken of Myself that should be developed sometime next week. I will then send you that special picture that I promised you. I can assure you that you will like these recent photos that were taken. I bet you are really wondering what they look like? Once that you have noticed that the panties that I have sent you are losing that sweet aroma that you love so well, you are to send for another pair so that you will always have My scent with you. I want you to get use to My scent and My presence. you are My slave, an Owned slave, to do with as I wish. I hope that you are learning those 12 slave positions well, as someday you will be tested on them. I want you to tell Me in your next letter what you think the purpose of each position is for in your slave training. you will name each position, then tell Me one by one, why that position is important in your training. My josie, now I have a very special assignment for you. And keep in mind that you are the only slave at this time that I am allowing to do this special errand, because you have proven yourself sincere enough for Me to trust. That trust has taken us deeper into a lasting Mistress/ slave relationship. In the near future, I will send you lingerie shopping for Me in your local area. I will teach you how to select pleasing choices for Me. you will enjoy selecting My new panties. I want you to be the best servant that you can be for Me. I am taking My valuable time to train you slave, do not fail Me. I can see that you are sincere in trying to please Me. I want your best, although realize that I am fully aware that all submissives tend to make mistakes now and then. your mistakes, slave josie, will be corrected with punishment. When you purchased that butt plug it did have the effect on you that it was suppose to have, My little slave josie. you realized at that moment that you were indeed an Owned slave. It does not matter what that store clerk thought, what matters is that you obeyed your Mistress. The clerk is there to sell such items, that is their job, they are not concerned with who buys them. I think that it is about time for another exercise for you that you will carry out for Me. I want you to go somewhere private, remove all of your clothes, and then place rubber bands around the base of your cock and around your slave balls. Kneel in front of My royal picture and recite your rules that you must remember at all times that I sent you in My last letter to you. Then practice those 12 slave positions with those rubber bands still in place. Once you have completed those tasks, you are to lie on the floor and masturbate for Me. When you are close to orgasm, you are to look at My picture and ask permission to "cum". when you do cum, you will cum into your hand and then you will lick it up for Me. Yes, taste your cum for Me slave. What does it taste like? I will know if you have not obeyed this order. Obey! Tell Me, slave slut josie, have you learned that I am not playing a game with you, that I truly Own you? I bet you will squirm nicely underneath My feet someday. you are going to become a slave that I will be proud to own once you have been trained by Me....... June 28, 1995 Dear slave nelson, Well hello there, My dear slave nelson. I was definitely concerned why I had not heard from you. I am glad to hear that you are ok and that you were only on a business trip. In the future I expect you to inform Me when you will be away on business so that I will not worry that something has happened to you. Do you understand My pet? As your Mistress, I want you to know that even though I can be quite stern I am also a caring person and do care about My slaves. I have decided that you, slave, have earned a new picture of Me. I expect you to worship My icon with great adoration. I am pleased that you are practicing the 12 slave positions. you seem to be honestly trying to please Me by obeying My commands of how long to leave the clothespins on your nipples. I want you to go out and fetch a few of those bamboo canes that grow outside and some burning nettles. you are to place those lovely nettles inside your pink panties that you are to purchase and wear for Me the next time you go outside for any reason. Is that understood slave? I want to know if there is a way that you can package and send Me a few of those bamboo canes? Do let Me know. If you can, gather some for Me. I think that I shall desire you to lie on the floor totally nude. you are to have My picture above you. I want you to have a candle and lighter also. slave nelson, I want you to slowly drip hot candle wax upon your sensitive nipples for Me. you are to then masturbate. Stop! Now take that candle and drip some hot candle wax all over your balls and cock for Me. Now continue to masturbate but do not cum! What are you? Whose slave are you? What must you always remember? Obedience and respect. Repeat after Me.......... "i slave nelson belong to Miss Patty, mind, body, and soul. i slave nelson will obey all of Her commands and will be more prompt in my replies to Her letters." Is that understood slave? I hope so. I think that it would indeed be entertaining to Me and Ms.C. to watch you suffer for us as you carry out My commands. you need to learn humility. We would be amused to watch as you masturbate in front of us, totally nude on your knees. I would allow you to "cum" after your training session. But then you would cum into your hand. Yes, slave, once you have completed covering your nipples and cock and balls with hot candle wax for Me, I want you to masturbate until you cum. When you have that orgasm, you are to make sure you cum into your hand. Then you are to lick it up for Me. Is that understood My pet? Do not fail to please Me or you will be punished! I want you to tell Me how your cum tastes. Yes, you are such a slave, an Owned slave. I will control your orgasms, when and how you orgasm. I want to know slave, how many times do you masturbate in a week? What position are you in? What are you fantasizing about? I want to know your feelings and reactions when you received the lovely picture of your Miss Patty in this letter. I bet you would love to be kneeling at My feet in person so that I could have you suffer for Me? Isn't that true slave? Yes, and suffer at my hands you would. you would truly feel like the slave that you are....... June 28, 1995 Dear slave neal, Thank you for answering My ad for postal submissives. I will be glad to teach you the proper behavior of becoming a good submissive for Me. Yes, slave neal you will be Mine. It does not matter that you have no experience in serving a Domina. I will teach you what is expected of a submissive. I would like you to write Me a letter telling Me what you think a slave should be like. I would like to also know your fantasies of being submissive to a Superior Dominant Woman. What are your interests in this lifestyle? When did you first realize that you had an interest in Dominance and submission? you do not need to be concerned about panty worship right now. This will be discussed later in your training. First of all, you must understand that I am Superior to you, you are My slave to train in the ways that I feel will make you worthy enough to earn that position. you will address Me as Miss Patty. you will carry out all of My instructions to the best of your capability. you will learn the 12 slave positions. I will give you things to do to yourself for Me, and for you to carry out for Me. you will learn to trust in My judgements and decisions in your training. If you have any questions, you will ask Me these in a very respectful manner. Always include the S.A.S.E. In the future I will expect that you have some "toys" that I decide upon for your training in your possession so that you can carry out commands that I have you do to yourself in My honor. you will do these things to yourself in private. As a safe and sane Dominant I will train you in My own creative, sensual, but stern way. I will teach you how to worship My feet and heels properly. you will learn how to carry out instructions. you will learn how to serve Me kneeling before Me in the proper positions. you must learn that a submissive sometimes must clean their Dominant's home and wait on Her hand and foot. I will decide as time goes by what type of submissive duties you will learn. I will determine if and when you are ready to serve Me in person. When I am in the mood to use you for My entertainment and amusement I will enjoy Myself by putting you through your paces. slave neal, I desire you to have a feminine slave name. your new name will be nelly. If I had you in My presence, I would have you remove all of your clothes. Then you would kneel in front of Me as I sat comfortably in My favorite black leather chair in the "Training room". I would look you over as you knelt there with your head bowed in submission. I would lean over and touch your nipples with My fingers. I would move My fingers gently over your nipples, and then I would suddenly squeeze those sensitive nipples of yours between My long polished fingernails. I would watch your expression as you wince a little from the slight pinching of your nipples. "you slave nelly are Mine. I will play with your body for My amusement and pleasure." These words are softly spoken as I lean over and nibble on your nipples with My teeth. you feel so vulnerable kneeling naked at My feet. you realize that you are indeed a slave, My slave. "slave nelly, when I give you the command you will go to the bathroom and draw a warm bath for Me." I will bathe as you kneel in a corner outside the bathroom door just in case I may need you to fetch something for me. Do you understand slave? If I desire to reward you, I will summon you to dry My lush body with a soft, fluffy towel. you will then place one soft kiss on My ass. you answer very meekly, "Yes Miss Patty". I remind you that I will control you from now on, even your slave orgasms. I ask you if you have come to serve Me wanting Me to make you the slave that you so desperately need to be. you answer, "Yes Miss Patty". I command you to place yourself in the kow-tow position on the floor in front of Me. you obey with no hesitation. I desire to use you as My footstool. you have a hard time controlling your sexual desires as your penis begins to stiffen from gazing upon My beauty. I laugh at your dilemma. I sit there above you dressed in My black patent leather teddy with black fishnet stockings, and black leather high heels with straps. My pretty blond hair shines so nicely against My black outfit. My arms are encased in long black shiny spandex gloves. For just a moment I allow you to just gaze up at Me, devotion shining in your eyes. I now desire to use you as My human footstool. I rest My high heeled feet upon your bare back. I am holding My beautiful black and red riding crop in My hand as a reminder of the discipline you may receive if you fail to please Me. you try your best to be still but something causes you to move. I give you a swift whack across your bare bottom with My implement to remind you that if you are indeed a footstool, you do not move. The stroke startles you but you try to remain in the kow tow position. I can tell that My new slave nelly is trying hard to please Me........ July 11, 1995 Dear slave nelly, Well hello there My little slave. It was so nice to hear from you again slave nelly. First of all, I want you to realize that I do understand your submissive desires and fantasies so you can relax and feel comfortable in confiding in your new Dominant. It is good that you have realized that it is your place to serve at a lovely sensual Dominant female's feet, eager to please Her in anyway that She desires. I will teach you and train you to be pleasing to Me. I expect you to carry out all of My instructions as you must prove yourself worthy to continue to be My slave. I want you to purchase a leather dog collar that fits your neck that you will wear for Me in private when I tell you to put it on. Do you understand My slave? your first command is to go to an area where you can be alone. you are to set my lovely picture in a place where you can worship it as you carry out My orders. slave, I want you to remove all of your clothing. Yes, I want you naked at My feet. you are to have your "toys" that I told you to have within your reach. I want you to first begin by kneeling on the floor, you are to kow-tow in honor of My picture. you are to feel My Divine presence as I take you into My world of Dominance and submission. As you remain in the kow-tow position of submission, you are to repeat after Me. "i am a slave, i am an Owned slave". I ask you who do you belong to? you answer, "i belong to Miss Patty, mind, body and soul". you then begin by kneeling facing My picture. you are to now place that slave dog collar around your neck and fasten it. As you gaze into My eyes, you begin to do things to yourself as if I were there doing them to you. you start to rub your nipples with your fingers, gently. Then I want you to begin to squeeze those nipples and pull out on them. Now slave, twist them with your fingers. Yes, I want you to learn to accept a little pain and pleasure. Now begin to masturbate, stroking your cock a few times enough until it is hard. STOP!!!! I will control your body and your orgasms, My pet. I want you to now place one wooden clothespin on your left nipple. That's it, yes it hurts but you will obey! Now place another clothespin on your right nipple. Now My slave, begin to masturbate your slave cock. STOP!!!! Now you little slave, slap that naughty cock for Me! Slap it 5 times! I want to see it bounce! That's a good slave. As My slave, you will learn that there is a little pain added to your pleasure for My enjoyment. you may now remove those clothespins, one at a time beginning with the left one. And now the right one. I want you to now lie down on the floor. Imagine Me standing over you dressed in the attire that you see Me in as you had gazed at My picture earlier. As I stand there, you only wish that you could catch a glimpse of My womanhood underneath the material that covers it. I see your frustration which makes Me chuckle at your predicament. I walk away and begin to walk around you as you lie on the floor. I then walk over and sit down in My favorite black leather chair. "slave, come to Me", I command. you slowly crawl over to Me and kneel before Me in the "wait" position, eyes down. you are wearing nothing but a leather slave collar around your neck. I am now ready to inspect My property. I begin by reaching over and squeezing your sensitive nipples between My lovely gloved fingers. Then I pick up your slave cock and examine it, also lifting your balls as to inspect them too. As your cock begins to respond to My touch, I slap it a few times and tell you that you are indeed a naughty slave slut to become erect without My permission. I command you to turn around and resume the position, "present". your hands should now be placed on your knees as you are bending over with your bare buttocks facing Me. I begin to inspect the rest of My property as I gently pull your ass cheeks apart to expose your slave opening to Me. Yes, you are quite embarrassed yet you remain quite excited as you know that you are here for Me to do as I wish to you. "slave nelly, you are My slave, I expect you to get use to these inspections. Is that understood slave?" you answer, "Yes Miss Patty". I slap your bare ass with My gloved hand several times as you remain in the "present" position. Then I tell you to turn around and kneel. you obey with no hesitation. As you kneel in front of your Dominant, I can tell that you are indeed wondering what I have in store for you today. I tell you that I am pleased that you have freshly showered for Me and that I approved of your cologne that you were wearing for Me. I will not tolerate sloppiness or an unclean slave in My presence. I tell you to confess to Me your deepest desires at that moment. you are quite nervous at first trying to get the words to come out of your mouth. you confess how very much you wish that someday you could worship My magnificent body in ways that would please Me. With a knowing smile, I tell you that if that was to ever happen, you would have to first prove yourself to Me. I inform you that if I desire to turn you over My lap at that very moment and spank your bare slave ass with My gloved hand, you would obediently resume that position over My lap for your spanking. I decide that I do want to spank you. you slowly put yourself over My lap. you can feel My black stockings underneath your body. your cock is responding to the close contact and you begin squirming as you lie across My lap to receive your first spanking from Me......... July 18, 1995 Dear slave don, Well hello there slave. It was so good to hear from you again. Now we can begin your training. I have enclosed a lovely picture of Myself dominating one of My part time tv pets. I would like to know what type of training have you had so far, if any? What have you fantasized about when you think of serving a Superior Woman such as Myself? I will train you to serve Me in the ways that I desire. you will learn to strive to please Me. If you fail to please Me, you will be punished. First of all, you must learn these simple rules in serving Me; 1) you are to be respectful at all times. 2) you are to always address Me by My title. 3) you will always refer to yourself in the lower case letters when writing to Me. 4) you will obey all of My commands and learn to trust My decisions in your training. 5) If you do anything that you feel that you need to confess to Me, I expect you to do so and beg for punishment. As My tv pet, you will learn to dress properly when serving Me in anyway. I would like you to tell Me what types of clothing do you have now. When I have you carrying out My directions, I will expect you to be dressed for Me, kneeling in a private area, My picture set above you that you can worship as you carry out My directions. I am changing your slave name to a feminine name. your new name will be darcy. When you write to Me in the future you will refer to yourself as slave darcy. I expect you to be wearing a bra, a pair of beige stockings, a pretty garter belt, a pair of pretty high heels, and a pair of lacy panties. If you do not have these in your possession, I expect you to purchase them for your servitude to Me. I want you to start out in pink and white colors. you will have to earn other colors of your tv clothing. you will also need a bag of several wooden clothespins or colorful plastic ones if you can find them, large rubber bands, a leather cock harness if you have one, a rubber butt plug or dildoe, a leather belt. If you were in My presence, you would be expected to present yourself to Me properly, on the floor in the kow-tow position. I would be sitting before you in My favorite chair. I may be attired in the outfit that you see in the picture that I sent to you. I would command you to kneel up in front of Me. I would give you your instructions for that day. I would begin by looking My property over as I begin to lower the straps of your bra so that your nipples are exposed for My viewing. I would reach over and caress your nipples with My gloved fingers. Then I would start to squeeze your sensitive nipples and twist them. On the table close by I have an array of "toys" that I may choose to use on My willing pet. I may choose first a set of pretty pink plastic clothespins. I attach each one of these lovely clothespins to your nipples, first the left one, then the right one. you wince from the pain but I only continue to inspect My property. I can tell that My pet is excited as I see her clit hardening through her pretty lacy panties. Naughty bitch, you will be punished for that later. I command you to turn around and give you the command, "present". you obediently turn around and bend over placing your hands on your knees, your panty clad buttocks is now facing Me. I touch your ass with My gloved hands. Then I command you to kneel before Me. I remove My gloves. I then first remove the clothespin on the left nipple and then the right. I command you to stand up and lie across My lap. you obey as you lie across my lap. I begin by pulling your pretty panties down exposing your bare ass to Me. I then begin your spanking. As I spank your ass with My hand I can feel you rubbing yourself against My stockings. I stop only to pick up My leather paddle that is sitting nearby on the table. I begin to paddle your slave ass harder and harder as I repeat these words to you. "you are My slave". Slap! "you are an Owned slave." Slap! "These are the words that you must always remember, Obedience and Respect". Slap! "If you fail to please Me, you will be punished". Slap! "Do you understand bitch"? Slap, slap, slap!!! I can hear your words as you say, "Yes Miss Patty". "Good, I love the rosy color of your cheeks from your paddling. Now get back down on the floor". you slowly crawl down from My lap and kneel before Me. "Now slave this is your list of duties that I expect you to carry out for Me today," I reply as I hand you a written list. slave darcy, I expect you to kneel on the floor directly in front of where you have My lovely picture sitting above you. I want you dressed in your proper submissive tv attire. you are to have all of your toys there close by. As you gaze upon My beauty, you are to pull down your bra so that your nipples are exposed. Then you are to begin by squeezing your left nipple for Me. Now I want you to pick up a clothespin and place one on your left nipple. That's it slut. Now squeeze your right nipple, now place a clothespin on that nipple. Thats much better. Now pull down your panties in the front. Place either a leather cock harness around your cock and balls, or I want you to place two large rubber bands around your cock and balls. Begin to masturbate your cock until it hardens. STOP! Slap that naughty thing 5 times with your hand! Now I want you to put your head to the floor and give yourself 7 hard lashes with that leather belt. OBEY! While you are in that position, repeat after Me; "i am a slave, i am an Owned slave. i am Miss Patty's slave." Now you are to kneel up and remove the clothespin from your left nipple, now the right one. you are to leave the bondage on your cock and balls until you have completed your letter to Me. you are not permitted to masturbate for Me at this time. I expect you to tell Me how many times a week that you do masturbate........ September 11, 1995 Dear slave trevor, Hello slave. I was pleased to receive your letter to Me. I would gladly take you into My realm if you are willing to follow My instructions willfully and obediently. I do understand that you will soon be entering the military. Basic training will indeed keep you very busy. I know this as I was in the army for about a year when I was eighteen. Do let Me know your date to depart to basic training. I want you to send Me your new address there once you get settled in there. I am very discreet and we will be able to continue the correspondence segment of your training. Do you understand slave? I want you to learn and memorize the following rules; 1) you are My slave 2) you are a Owned slave 3) you must remember at all times obedience and respect 4) you will serve Me with the best of your capability 5) you will be loyal at all times 6) If you displease Me, you will be punished 7) I expect you to be honest at all times Do you understand My slave? I want you to go out and buy yourself a pair of lacy pink panties as you will be wearing these as a sign of your submission to Me. your new slave name will be pansy. When writing to Me, you will address yourself as "slave pansy". Is that understand slave? Good, now we will begin your training. slave, you are to go a room where you can have privacy. I want you to remove all of your clothing and kneel on the floor in the presence of Your divine Mistress. In the future once you have My picture that you can worship, you will kneel before My lovely picture as you carry out My commands. I do understand that once you are in the service, you will not have this privacy. But for now, I want you to carry out My instructions in this manner. I expect you to take My picture with You when you enter the service and keep it in a secure, private place like your wallet. I realize that you will not be able to keep other things around for your training until you are finished with your basic training. We will work around your service duties and obligations. I would love to have you someday kneeling before Me as I am dressed in one of My many erotic outfits, as I tease and torment you for My pleasure. I would have you kneeling before Me with only your pretty pink panties on. I would sit comfortably in My favorite chair as I have you go to the kitchen and fetch Me a cool beverage. you would serve it to Me on your knees, as you offer the drink to Me in your outstretched arms, your head bowed in submission. I take it from your hands and place it on a table nearby. I command you to begin to worship My lovely black leather open-toed high heels. you take one shoe into your hands and begin to kiss and lick My shoe with your slave tongue and mouth. Then you do the same with My other shoe. I then command you to kneel closely in front of Me so that I may get a good look at My property. I command you to place your hands on the top of your head. Then I reach over and touch and squeeze your sensitive nipples between My fingertips. you wince as My nails gently dig into the flesh of your nipples. I am pleased that I am getting your attention. I reach down and touch the area where I can feel your naughty thing that controls your will to serve a lovely Domina as Myself. It begins to respond to My touch through your pretty panties. I am pleased with My control over you. your eager look to please Me makes Me want to do more to My helpless slave. I pick up a piece of rope from a table nearby. I command you to place your hands behind your back so that I may bind your wrists. I instruct you to turn around on your knees so that I may tie your wrists together. "There slave, now you are My bound, captured slave eager to do My bidding." "Yes Miss Patty," should flow obediently from your mouth. I tell you to then lean over and place your head to the floor. you are now in the slave position called, "submit". When I give you the command, you will obediently obtain the position by placing your head to the floor, your hands behind your back, your hands clasped. I reach down and slowly pull your panties down as I expose your bare buttocks. I caress your ass with My hands, touching and examining you further. I slap your bare flesh with My hand. "Slap, slap, slap"! you moan from the sudden spanking. I tell you that I wish to spank you over My lap. I can see that you are nervous about this but you are willing to please Me. I command you to turn around and I help you to lie across My lap. your naughty "thing" is touching My black patent leather outfit. I remind you that you had better not get My clothing messy as I will have to punish you. "Yes Miss Patty, i will try not to", you mutter. Now slave pansy, you will now receive your first spanking from your Mistress. I raise My hand and bring it down across your bare buns again and again. I start out with light slaps and then the spanking becomes harder and harder as I wish for your cheeks to have a nice rosy glow for Me. you begin to sob as I give you a good old fashioned spanking over My lap. I tell you that in the future I will want you to submit to a paddling from Me with a flexible leather paddle. you tremble from My voice of authority but you will submit to please your Mistress, won't you My pet? Now I will allow you to kneel before Me and entertain Me with your performance. you slowly crawl down from My lap and once again kneel before your Domina. I command you to begin to masturbate for Me. you begin to play with your naughty thing between your legs. you gently begin to place your hand around it and start to pump up with your hand. I lean over and squeeze your nipples with My fingernails digging them into the flesh of your nipples. I tell you that in the future you will learn to take wooden clothespins as I attach one to each of your bare nipples. Now slave I want you to work on your slave orgasm for Me. I want to see you "cum" for your Mistress slave pansy, pump that thing of yours faster and faster. Yes, as you get close to orgasm, you must remember to ask permission to "cum". you plead with Me and permission is granted. As your release brings you to a trembling mess before Me, I chuckle as I am pleased with your obedience to Me.................. October 1, 1995 Dear slave nelly, Hello there My slave. It was good to hear from you again. The tape that is on the envelope seal was placed on there by Me. I like to use it to make the envelope more secure. Did you purchase yourself a leather dog collar as I instructed you to do on My last letter to you? If not, you are to do so as soon as possible. Do you understand slave? I want you to find a private place so that you may carry out My commands. Set My lovely picture on a high place such as a dresser or desk, etc. I want you to remove all of your clothes. I want you slave slut on your knees on the floor. you are to gaze at My photo and repeat after Me.... "i slave nelly am Miss Pattys lowly slave to do as i am told at all times. i will be obedient and respectful to my Owner. If i fail to please my Mistress, i will be punished as She sees fit." If you have the slave collar you will be wearing it when you carry out My instructions. you slave will now show Me how you can perform the 12 slave positions for Me. you are to begin them now for Me. Submit! Thats good slave, you look much better in that position before Me. Kow-Tow! Yes, your bare ass is so exposed for Me in that position. Feel the caress of My riding crop as it swats your ass 5 times. I must remind you that your flesh is mine to do as I please with. Dog walk! Yes, if I wish you to be My obedient puppy dog, you will crawl around on all fours for Me begging for your Owners attention. leash! you will place your neck close to Me so I may attach a leash to your slave dog collar. Belly down! That is a good position for you slave so I may place My leather high heel shoe upon your bare ass. Do you feel the sharp point of My heel digging into the flesh of your ass? Yes, I hope to make some nice heel marks upon your flesh so that I may see them. Yes, you are such a slave, a lowly slave. you are My property, you will always treat Me with the greatest respect. Kneel up slave! Squeeze those nipples of yours for Me. Harder! you are to begin to massage your sissy clit for Me. It will no longer be your manly penis slave. Slap it for Me slave now! Harder! This is to remind you that I can cause you sweet pain anytime that I wish. Pain and pleasure is such a great erotic experience. Isn't it My little pet? I love to have a slave amuse Me for My pleasure. Its such a lovely sight to watch a slave squirm at My feet. And you will squirm slave nelly, won't you? Ha! Ha! Ha! I want you to write Me a detailed letter of how you are carrying out My instructions when you write to me again. I need to know how your progress is coming along as My slave. I cannot determine this with only short letters from you. you are to take more time telling Me how you felt in detail as you carry out My instructions. Do you understand slave? I want to see more participation on your part. I want you to show Me just how dedicated you are, My slave, by carrying out all of My orders. Each command that I give you there is a reason for it. I do not give commands for no reason. I am quite real and expect the same from My slaves. you seem that you wish to serve a true Domina. Well, you are most fortunate to now belong to Me. I will train you to please a Dominant woman in ways that I know will make you a good slave. you will always remember that a slave must always be respectful and obedient. you will dress as your Mistress tells you, you will undress when She tells you. you will do things to yourself in privacy for Her amusement. I must leave you now My sweet pet as I have many things to do today........ October 24, 1995 Dear slave nelly, Well hello there My little slave. I have received your letter of the instructions that I had sent to you for you to carry out. I am pleased with your submission slave. I certainly understand how hard it is to get privacy when family is present. I have not received that dress yet from Fredericks. It will probably take a couple more weeks to get to Me. When I do receive it, I will have a couple sexy Dominant pictures taken for you and then get the film developed. My slave, I am sure that you will be so excited when you do receive those special photos. Now on to your letter; I am pleased to hear that you carried out My command of purchasing your slave dog collar. I expect you to wear your collar each time that you have privacy to carry out any of My instructions. Do you understand slave? I am pleased that you are learning the 12 slave positions and their meaning. As far as your concern about the training I am giving you; I believe in My male servants having a feminine name and at least wearing feminine panties. I detest male underware unless they are sexy. The slave at My feet in the picture You received from Me is my tv slave "nicole". He enjoys wearing feminine attire for Me. I am glad that you are serious in serving Me. As those are the only type of students I wish to train. slave nelly, you are to find a private place to carry out My commands at this moment if its possible. I bet My little slave has missed My attention, haven't you My pet? Yes, I know how you are feeling much more then you realize slave. When a submissive has become a Dominant's property, they begin to hunger for any type of contact from Her. Is that how you are feeling My slave? I want you to have some wooden clothespins nearby, and some rope to bind with if I so want you to put yourself in bondage for Me. Place your slave collar around your neck. I want you to begin to undress for Me slowly. Once you are nude I want you down on the floor on your knees. My picture should always be set above you. This makes you feel as though you are kneeling at My feet. Now I want you to lean down and visualize yourself naked kneeling before My beauty. "Kow-tow" before your Mistress slave. Now as you remain in that position, repeat after Me. "i, slave nelly belong to Miss Patty. i will obey Her every command to the best of my ability. my first concern should be for Her pleasure and amusement. i will think of myself last. i will carry out all of Her instructions with true devotion and respect." Now, you may kneel up slave. Gaze at My lovely photo set above you. Feel yourself in My divine presence. Now take that rope and bind your ankles together. Thats it slave, bind yourself for your Mistress. I want you to make your left nipple hard for Me by playing with it with your fingers. Now take one wooden clothespin and place it on that nipple. Does it hurt slave? I want My slave to suffer for Me. Now make that other nipple hard, take another clothespin and place it on your nipple. Place your hand on your sissy clit for Me. Play with it slave, I want to see it respond to your touch. Now slap it once for Me and stroke it for Me. Take your other hand and pull out on that clothespin on your left nipple. Yes, stretch your slave nipple for your Mistress. Play with yourself as you give yourself pain for Me. I want you to stroke it faster and faster. Yes, are you real "hot" slave? I want you to "cum" for Me NOW. Oh yes thats it My slave nelly. "cum' for your Mistress right into the palm of your hand. Now I want you to do something for Me. Lean down, put out your tongue and taste your "cum" for Me. Do it slave! Obey! That's a good slave. I want you to write to Me and tell Me how you felt as you carried out My commands, plus how you felt tasting your own cum. Tell Me how your cum tastes slave nelly. I want to hear about it in detail. Do not fail Me! Now remove the rope from your ankles. Kneel up in front of My picture, gaze at My beauty and thank your Mistress for spending time on you today. I want you to write and tell Me what you think the purpose of a slave is for a Mistress. Tell Me the things that you would do for Me to serve Me if you were permitted to be in My presence. Make it erotic, I want to be amused..... November 5, 1995 My dear slave nelly, I am pleased that you bought your slave collar. Yes, you should be proud to wear your slave collar for Me. Do wear it with pride My slave. I have received the lovely dress from Fredericks and am very pleased with it. As soon as I get the chance to buy some film, I will be having those special photos done for you My slave. I will be doing a photo shoot soon and will then need to get the film developed. But I am sure that it is good for you to anticipate these beautiful pictures of your Mistress. It will surely remind you that you are an Owned slave. I am happy that you are looking forward to suffering for Me. To place yourself in bondage for Me is a sign of My control over your body and movements. I think that you need to have some sort of bondage each time that you do things to yourself for Me. I will begin your stringent bondage training in the future. I want you to purchase 5 pairs of pretty panties in your size for you to wear. They are to all be in a different color, but make sure you have at least one pair of pink panties. Once this errand is completed, you are to put these panties in a safe place where you can get to them easily when you need to wear them for Me. I will have you wear a pair for Me at certain times as part of your slave training. This is all of the feminine training that I will expect of you. So do not fail Me slave. slave, you are to now find a private area where you can carry out My orders. you will set My photo above in a place where you can worship it from your proper place at My feet, on the floor. you will have the following items near by to use at My directions; clothesline rope, clothespins, your leather cock strap, your slave collar, and a few long tapered white candles, and a lighter. I bet My slave nelly is wondering what I have in store for you today? Ha! Ha! slave, remove all of your clothing now! On your knees slave! First, I want you to take the rope and tie it around both of your ankles. Make it so that your feet are tied a few feet apart. you need to be in some sort of bondage for Me so that you can get use to feeling the sense of physical control. Now take that leather cock strap and place it firmly around the base of your cock and balls. Make it nice and snug so that you feel it. There that is much better My dear slave. I want you to experience a few different things for Me today slave. you are now to begin to massage that sissy clit of yours leaving that leather strap on. Stop! Pick up one wooden clothespin and place it on your left nipple. Very nice slave. Now take another clothespin and place one on your right nipple. Now, I want you to lie down on the floor with one long candle near by and the lighter. We are going to teach you how to suffer for Me in ways that please Me slave. Pick up the candle and light it, hold it above your body as high as you can. I want you to allow the candle to burn a few seconds. Then begin by allowing one drop of candle wax to drop upon your slave flesh, right near your bound sissy clit. That's it slave, obey! you are to drip that wax, one drop at a time in a circle surrounding the penis. Oh, that looks real pretty, slave nelly. How do you feel slave? Are you suffering for your Mistress? Good. I want you to please Me in this manner today. Massage that sissy clit for Me. Stop! Blow out the candle and leave it lieing near by. Now I want you to remove the clothespins one at a time from your sensitive nipples. Take your fingers and rub each one to bring back that circulation. Does that feel good slave, did it hurt? Good! I want you to experience the pain and the pleasure. Now slave nelly, pick up that candle and light it once more. Raise that candle in the air, allow it to burn a few seconds. Now drop a few drops of the hot wax on your left nipple. Now the right one. I know this is scary slave but if you carry out My commands correctly, you will be doing it in a safe manner. Now, blow out the candle and set it aside. Remove the rope from your ankles. I want you to keep that leather strap on for at least another hour. Kneel up slave and thank your Mistress for giving you some pain and pleasure. Now remove your slave collar. Put your clothes back on and go about your regular routines. When an hour is up, you may remove that leather strap. Write and give Me a report on how you felt as you carried out My instructions...... December 2, 1995 My dear slave nelly, Well hello there My slave. Have you been behaving yourself? I am sending you a picture of your Mistress in the black dress from Fredericks that I so graciously permitted you to offer to Me as a gift. I also decided to send you some other lovely pictures of Myself as My holiday gift to you. Merry Christmas My sweet slave nelly! Now My slave, I want you to go to some place private so that you may carry out My orders. Set all of the pictures that you have of Me on a high area where you will be able to worship them from the floor where you belong. Lay out the following items for My pleasure today; your slave collar, rope, clothespins, your leather cock strap that I told you to purchase. Remove all of your clothing slave slowly. Kneel on the floor! Place your slave collar around your neck. Fasten the leather cock strap snugly around your clitty penis and balls. If you do not have the cock strap yet then you will use a piece of red ribbon as a substitute to bind your clitty penis and balls with. Bind them like a pretty package for Me. Now I want you to place a wooden clothespin on your left nipple, now the right one. Now you will take a nice biting clothespin and place it on the left side of your bound balls, and now one on the right side. Does it hurt slave? Good! I want you to suffer for Me. Bind those ankles with that rope closely. I want you to always feel like a bound slave being used for My pleasure and entertainment. Now take your hand and pull out on that clothespin on your left nipple. Do the same with the right nipple. Yes stretch those nipples for your Owner. Please Me slave! Slap that clitty for Me! I want you in pain! Now massage yourself for Me. I want you nice and hot for your Mistress. I will allow you to cum for Me slave while you wear those lovely wooden clothespins for Me. Yes, pull out on those clothespins on your nipples as you massage your clitty. Faster slave, harder! Cum slave, cum for your Owner! That's it cum into your hand. Lick that cum out of your hand for me. I expect you to taste your own juices for Me, your Goddess. Now you may remove the clothespins from your body, the strap or ribbon from your clitty, and last of all the rope from your bound ankles. slave nelly, I have a new command that i wish for you to carry out My dear slave. The next time that you are out in public, you are to carry out the following instructions; you are to hold doors open for all women anywhere as They are Superior to you. you will do 3 nice, polite things for 3 women. you will total the times that you saw any woman wearing black high heels or black boots. Write these things down as I expect a full report with your next letter to Me. Is that clear slave? I want you to repeat after Me. "i slave nelly belong to Miss Patty. She owns me totally. i will obey all that She commands of me without question. i will cherish Her and all of the attention that She gives me at any time. i will do my very best to please Her at all times. i will endure all that She expects of me. As i am Her property, to do with as She pleases."........ December 28, 1995 Dear slave slut sylvia, First of all, I will allow you to keep your sissy name, sylvia. I want you to always remember that as My slave, you will always be respectful and obedient. I expect you to carry out all of My instructions to the best of your capability. I will sometimes give you commands of things to do to yourself in My honor. you will find a private place to carry out My orders, you will dress as I instruct you to, and you will have the necessary items in your possession to follow My directions. Is that understood slave sylvia? I also may send you out on errands in your area to follow certain instructions that I give you. I may at times have you locate something for Me and send it to Me. As for your first instructions, you are to have the following items for your postal training; you are to have a few different colored pairs of panties, a tight panty girdle, stockings, garter belt, and heels. Also I want you to have some rope, wooden clothespins, a rubber butt plug, something to tie back your nasty penis, a leather cock strap that you can purchase in a adult book store, and a leather belt. you are going to be a very obedient slut slave for your Mistress. Is that clear slave sylvia? you will only have an orgasm with My permission during your training. I will control you from now on. you are My slave slut. I own your mind, body and soul. Is that understood slave? you will do your very best to please Me at all times. you will dress for Me, you will suffer for Me. I want you to find a private place to carry out My orders. you slave sylvia will dress very pretty for your Mistress. I want you dressed in a pair of red lacy panties, a pair of beige stockings, a garter belt, and pretty heels. Tuck your nasty male thing so that I cannot see it. Make sure that you have a nice rubber butt plug inserted into your slutty asshole. Bind your feet with rope so that you will feel My control. I want you to kneel on the floor once you have prepared yourself for your Mistress. you will place yourself in the kow-tow position which is; you place your head to the floor, hands outstretched in front of you, butt in the air. you will confess your sins to Me now. Then you will confess them to Me on paper. I will not allow you to have an orgasm for Me yet. you must earn that privilege slave. Now get busy and carry out My instructions! I will further your training when I receive your next letter of submission..... February 7, 1996 My dear slave david, I was pleased to hear from you. First of all your new slave name will be daisy. I prefer My males to have pretty feminine names. you will make sure you are wearing a pair of pretty lacy panties each time that you write to Me. you will always refer to yourself in lower case letters and I in capitals as I am superior to you. My lovely scented panties will be sent in a separate package as soon as possible. you will inform Me if you have a private place to carry out My instructions. If so, these things I will expect you to have with you each time that you are to carry out My commands; you wearing a pair of panties, a long piece of rope, something to bind your little worm and balls for Me. If you have a adult book store where you could purchase a leather cock strap to wear around the base of yourself for Me that would be real nice. Also you are to have a package of wooden clothespins. Now I want you to find a private place to obey My written commands that I am about to give you. I want you to imagine yourself in a room totally alone with Me. I am sitting comfortably in a chair, dressed in a black leather corset that laces up the front and back. I am wearing long black leather gloves, a black leather G string, black stockings, and black leather thigh high boots. My lovely blond hair flows down a little past My shoulders. you My little slave daisy are kneeling on your knees on the floor in front of Me. you seem quite nervous wondering what your new Mistress is going to do to you, or have you do for Her that day. I smile at My "toy" for the day. I give you the order to stand up and slowly strip for Me. I watch as you nervously fumble with your clothing trying your best not to look as excited as you are. Once you are standing before Me completely nude, I order you to get down on the floor and crawl across the room to one of a dresser where I have placed some things. Once you are there I give you instructions to open the drawer where you will find a pair of pretty lacy women's pink panties. I tell you to take them out and put them on for Me. you nervously obey as your face begins to redden with embarrassment. you can see the pleased expression on Mine as My slave is now wearing feminine panties for his Mistress. (slave daisy, remove all of your clothing and put on a pair of panties) I have you crawl over to Me and kneel in the middle of the floor. I can tell you that you are really aroused as your noticeable erection is giving you away. I walk over to where you are kneeling, reaching down I place My leather gloved hand inside your frilly panties and grab a hold of that naughty thing. I squeeze it with a very tight grip. you moan and gasp as My long red polished fingernails begin to dig into the flesh of your little worm. I love to hear My slave moan and respond to My cruel and teasing touches. (you are to grab hold of your naughty thing and squeeze it firmly) I look deep into your nervous and excited eyes as I give you your new feminine slave name daisy. you gulp as you answer, "Thank You Mistress for my new name." I then command you to crawl over to where I was sitting before. I have you lie on the floor in front of Me as I sit down in the chair above you. I now have a long piece of rope in My hands. I begin to bind your ankles tightly together, and then your hands in front of you. I sit back down on the chair as I look down at my helpless captive "toy" lieing on the floor before his Mistress. (daisy, I want you to bind your ankles together with a piece of rope) I take My leather toe of My thigh high boot and rub it against your crotch area through your panties. I just love teasing you. "These panties must go now," I reply. I walk over to a drawer and look for the pair of scissors that I brought with Me. I proceed to cut away your panties from your body exposing your erect worm. I slap your worm and tell you how naughty you are getting that way in front of your Mistress. you cry out as I slap it a few times. Then I take a piece of leather twine and tie it around the base of your worm and balls. ( play with yourself for Me and then slap your worm a few times) I tell you how large and beautiful My breasts are as I slowly begin to untie My leather corset in the front exposing only a little of them for your view. I tease you by telling you how much I am aware that you wish to touch them and worship them. I laugh at your predicament and tell you just how excited it gets Me knowing that I have you tied up at My feet as I tease and torment you. I sit back down and tell you that I am going to have you show Me just how obedient you can be for your Mistress. I release your bonds and tell you to dress instructing you to go to My dresser drawer where you will find another pair of lacy panties. you are to wear them underneath your clothing. However, you must also wear that rope around your worm and balls underneath your panties. As you dress you cannot seem to take your eyes off of Me. you are frustrated that you cannot have no relief but you are anxious to please your Mistress............... March 6, 1996 My dear pantie slave tricia, I am glad that you knew your place in becoming My new submissive panty maid. My lovely scented panties will be sent to you in a separate envelope. you showed Me that you can follow directions by referring to yourself in lower case letters. you will learn to become the proper slave maid for your Mistress. you will always refer to Me as Miss Patty. you will inform Me if you have a private place to read My letters and carry out My future commands. slave nelly you should always be dressed for Me in pretty feminine attire. I want you to buy yourself a pair of lacy panties, garter belt, stockings and heels to wear for Me. you should always wear a pair of panties underneath your clothes as often as possible to show your submission to Me. I would love to have My slave maid here to wait on her Mistress, and do the chores that I need to be done. As you are bent over cleaning for your Mistress, I may permit you to get a glimpse of My pretty panties as you work. you may even be able to smell My sweet aroma, but I will not permit you to become too close. you must keep working to please your Mistress. I set down in My favorite chair reading a book. I can tell by the look on My slaves face that he loves the pretty lingerie I am wearing. I command you to fetch Me another cup of coffee. you answer, "Yes Miss Patty" as you scurry off to the kitchen. Upon your return, you kneel before Me, your arms outstretched in front of you, offering Me My coffee. I take the drink from you and set it on the table next to Me. I instruct you to lie across My lap. you slowly rise and lie your body across My lap. I am aware that you can feel the silkiness of My lingerie as you lie there. I raise the bottom of your pretty maids outfit exposing your pretty frilly panties. you squirm nervously upon My lap as you await your spanking. "My slave maid, your Mistress wishes to give you a good spanking over My lap." you meekly answer, "Yes Miss Patty". I slowly pull down your panties exposing your bare flesh. I begin by raising My hand and lightly spanking your ass. Then the swats from My hand come down harder and faster. slave nelly squirms upon My lap as he reacts to the spanking. I can tell that My slave is becoming aroused. you know that you must not soil your Mistress's lingerie. I am pleased with the warm red glow that I have caused. I command you to get down from My lap. you obey as you then kneel before Me awaiting My next command. I order you to remove your panties. Then I tell you to masturbate yourself for Me, but you shall not "cum". I pull up my lingerie showing you My pretty lacy panties. I command My slave maid to come closer to Me placing your nose close to My pantie covered vagina. you are to continue to masturbate yourself for Me. you seem to be intoxicated by My sweet aroma as you press your nose close to My womanhood. I can feel your warm breath exciting Me. "slave, do you like the aroma of your Mistress"? "Yes Miss Patty", you reply. "That is enough slave"! Put yourself together and get back to work." I laugh................ March 20, 1996 Dear slave babette, Hello My little slave. I was pleased to receive your humble reply to become My lowly servant. you will address Me as Miss Patty in your future letters to Me. you will always be respectful and obey all of My commands. Do you understand My slave slut? I will have you perform in many ways for My amusement. you will be on your knees when you write to Me when at all possible. you are indeed a lucky slave as I am giving you a lovely picture of Myself for you to worship as you carry out My orders. I would like to know if you have a private place for you to carry out My instructions. you are to have these items when alone to carry out My commands; My picture, rope, a rubber butt plug, tapered candles, lighter, a belt or paddle to carry out your discipline for Me, wooden clothespins, panties that you are to be wearing, and a leather cock strap. I will expect you to let Me know if you have any of these items, if not you will have them for your next training class. Do you understand My pet? Yes, it would amuse Me to have you at My feet as you try hard to please Me while I watch in amusement as you play with your naughty thing. First, I would bind you to a wooden X frame with your back towards Me. you would be wearing nothing but a pair of pretty lacy panties. I would be attired in a leather corset that laces up the front and back, black stockings, panties, and leather high heels. The sweet aroma of My favorite "Red" perfume would fill the air as you are anticipating your fate. I could sense your excitement and fear as I run My long polished fingernails across your bare back. I caress your panty covered butt and then pull up on your panties pulling them up into the crack of your ass. There, now I have your flesh exposed for your much needed discipline. I love how I have your legs spread so far apart. I reach down between your legs and caress your erect penis through your panties. you cannot help showing your Mistress your obvious weakness to My touch and My power over you. I begin by spanking your flesh with My hand, then I choose one of My leather paddles to warm your sweet buns. The swats are light at first and then become harder and harder as I wish to set the cheeks of your ass on fire. I move My body against you as you squirm in your bonds. you are having a very hard time controlling yourself as I have told you that you are not permitted to "cum". I set the paddle down and choose one of My favorite riding crops. I move My self against your warm cheeks. you can feel My panties as I continue to rub against you moving My hands up and down your body. Then I stop and standing back I begin to swat your ass with My riding crop. This time the strokes are administered swifter and harder. I laugh as I watch you squirm and cry out. I then set the crop down and then release you only to have you turn around to face Me. I bind your hands and ankles so that you are facing your Mistress. I walk over to the front of you and squeeze your sensitive nipples. you wince as I continue to squeeze and pull on them. I reach down and pull your panties down to your feet. Now your naughty erect worm is fully exposed for Me to tease and torment. I slap it a few times. Then I walk over to My implement rack and return with a leather cock strap. I place it firmly around your cock and balls. I want every part of you to be bound so that you may feel My total control and power over you. I then choose My colorful plastic clothespins. I place one on your left nipple and then on your right one. I decide that it would be nice to have you decorated with My pretty toys. I place another clothespin on your bound balls and one on your worm. Yes, that looks much better. I leave you like that as I walk over and sit down in My favorite chair to decide what I shall do with My pet next. As you gaze upon My beauty as you stand there bound and suffering for your Mistress, I reach down to My panties and begin to play with Myself as My slave watches. Yes, it makes Me so "hot" to tease and torment you slave babette. I know that you wish you could see and taste your Owners womanhood. Once I have My wetness all over My fingers, I get up from the chair and place them near your nose so that you may smell the wonderful aroma. I allow you to taste Me by licking My fingers. Then I remove the clothespins from your penis, balls and nipples. you thank Me as the blood rushes back to the surface as I squeeze each place where a clothespin was removed. I release you from the X frame and command you to crawl over to where I am now sitting. you are told to remove your panties and kneel before Me. I instruct you to begin masturbating yourself as I watch but you are not permitted to "cum"...... April 9, 1996 My dear slave slut babette, Indeed I was quite happy to hear from My sweet slave. Yes, I can see by the pictures that you have taken, you have quite an array of "toys" and slutty clothing that you will begin your training with Me. I do expect you to find a private place to go to as soon as you can once you receive this letter. Do you understand slave? In the future I may have you get yourself a room at a motel to carry out My instructions. Yes, that would be fun as I would have more time to toy with you My pet. I think that you need some training from Me this time before I continue the fantasy that I talked about in My last letter to you. you are to go to your private area. Lie out the toys and clothing that you have in the pictures that you sent to Me. Now, let Me see, what shall I do with My little slut babette today. I want you to put on a garter belt, red panties, and red stockings. you are to have your collar placed snugly around your neck. My lovely photos shall be placed upon a high area so that you may gaze upon them as you carry out My commands. As you will be kneeling on the floor. I want you to have all of your toys close by so I may use them as I wish. Kneel on the floor slave. Very good My little pet. Look at you all dressed in your pretty slutty lingerie. you are to pull your panties down and place the leather cock sheath tightly around yourself. Now pull your panties back up. I am going to take this time to teach a few of the 12 slave positions. you will practice them as often as you can. These positions are very important in your training. The first one I will teach you is "kow tow". On your knees on floor, you place your head to floor, your arms outstretched in front of you, your feet close together. Kowtow slave! I will have a long thin crop in My hand. For each mistake that you make, you will receive 5 strokes for each mistake, you will then repeat the position correctly as you name it for Me. The second slave position is "submit". you are on knees on floor, place head on floor, arms behind back, hands clasped, legs spread. Submit slave! Third position will be "present". Stand slave! Bend at the waist, place hands on knees, legs spread. you are presenting your buttocks towards your Mistress so She may do as She wishes to you. Fourth position is "wait". you are to kneel on the floor once again. Place your arms behind back, hands crossed, head bowed, legs spread. Wait slave! My slave babette, you are to practice these positions. Learn them well. I will give you some of the others in My next letter to you. Now My slave, I desire to torment you for My pleasure. you are to reach into your panties and begin to play with that naughty thing of yours. Yes, you may remove the sheath. Stop! I want you to place 3 plastic clothespins on each side of your balls. Now, take those lovely set of black nipple clamps on the chain and place then upon your hard nipples. Tighten them nicely for your Mistress. Oh yes, doesn't that look so nice! slut, begin to play with that naughty thing of yours. Stroke it nice and slow. Pull out on those clamps now! I want you to make those slutty nipples nice and sore for Me. Pull that chain out and up, stretching those nipples for your Mistress. Stop! Slap your naughty thing. Yes make that thing dance with those clothespins attached slave! Very good. Stop! Now I want you to gaze at My photos and tell Me how much you love being My slave. My sweet pet, stroke yourself again. As you do, give a good tug on those clamps. Now I want you to entertain Me slave. Yes, you may "cum" for Me. Do it now as you tug on the chain to those clamps. Cum into the palm of your hand. Look at My picture as you please Me with your orgasm. Yes, very nice slave. Now My slut babette, I want you to lick up your cum from your hand. Taste it for your Mistress. How does it taste slave, how do you feel? you may now remove the clothespins from your balls. Yes, you may remove the clamps from your nipples. I will expect you to write and tell Me how you felt after experiencing pain and pleasure for Me. Practice your slave positions. I want to hear from you very soon. you are to write Me a detailed letter telling Me how you feel under My control......